Monday, January 11, 2010

Friends? MIA

These 2 weeks there had been a nagging voice inside me. Maybe it was saying goodbye to a old year and saying hello to a new year fills me with a lot of emotions. I had been trying to keep track of some old friends but apparently or strangely, it had been hard.I can't seem to get hold of any of them. And they more or less belong to the same cliche. I can't help but being suspicious. Are they avoiding me? But I can't figure out where did I done wrong, if they are avoiding me? I am usually careful with my words and mindful of my actions towards my friends. As I try to back track and figure out where I gone wrong, I can't help but wonder about an incident that happen about 5mths ago.
Let's call her X. She texted me out of the blue 1 day,asking me to take her in. I was stunned for a while but recovered composure to ask her what is wrong? She had been kicked out of the apartment she was sharing with her boyfriend. They broke up for a couple of reasons which I shall not elaborate further. After listening to her, I told her very gently that I can't put her for too long as I have intentions to renovate my place, my sis will need a place to stay when she comes back for her vacations and generally I have kids at home so it could be inconvenient.
I thought we ended quite amicably as she seem to understand and digest what I said pretty well. Since that fateful call, I hadn't heard from her, well not quite voluntarily. I have to call her a few times before she would answer my calls. She said she had been busy.
So I couldn't help but wonder whether is it be that she had been avoiding me and complaining to anyone who will listen to her. Seriously I am tempted to find out what is wrong. Maybe I should. After all she owe me her life. Maybe I will call her when day breaks. Alright! To be continued ...

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